Saturday, July 30, 2005

Another Saturday night....

I've been sitting here surfing blogs. Unbelievable what all is out there. SO many political sites (yuck - sorry!). Saw quite a few that peeked my interest, gave me a smile or two. And I found out I am not the only one in the world that talks to myself on a computer!

Ok, so its Saturday night. Didn't do much today, typical grocery store, laundry thing. Went to a farm place that sells veggies. We did shishkabobs on the grill tonight and actually turned out pretty good.

But there is this damned Baby Ruth Ice Cream down in the freezer calling my name.

Stopit! Stopit! I can't! I won't....ohhell, I probably will.

I haven't heard from my kid tonight about tomorrow. Just called and left a message for him. He is probably with that girl. The one he says is a...well, I won't repeat it. She wants him, but says they don't have a relationship. He is crazy about her, and he says she is just plain crazy. Arrrghhhhh....

Ok Mom, calm down. He is a big boy now...He can make decisions on his own (I just pray that when he starts working 6-7 days a week soon that she runs off AGAIN and finds someone new). I know, I shouldn't be that way - but I am tired of hearing my son be sad. He deserves to be happy and with someone that makes him happy and that he can make happy.

HA! Me discussing relationships! LOLOLOL...sorry have to laugh.

I told the guy I live with (almost 7 yrs now, no we are not married nor engaged. May cover that another time.) that I had a dream about him the other night and had he been in bed when I woke up I probably would have decked him. I dreamt I walked into a house (no clue where this house was, never seen it before) walked into a bedroom and there he was sprawled out on the bed...and someone I know (related) was in the room with him. He thought it was funny, told me that I need to keep a watch on that girl (and I should watch her because??????).

Maybe I dreamt it because we have become more roommates than anything the last two years?

But I would have probably decked him if he hadn't been in the other room on his computer (at 3:30 in the morning). No, I don't ask what he was doing...

Ok, so if my son can still come down tomorrow, I will be leaving here about 6 in the morning. Will be a long day, but I don't mind at all. Will be good, will be very good.

Trading spaces has gotten weird. Used to really like it, but its changed. Still not sure I like it anymore. And lord knows there isn't much on tv on Saturday nights. (He is downstairs, reading - again...still...always.)

I guess I will fire up the ole PSP9 and play a bit. I have discovered I can post pics on here so may even try to find one of me to scare you who dare to read my post.

Always wanted to be pretty. Maybe at one time I was. Now? OHHHHH I don't think so. I'm just me.

Well, thats it for tonight - maybe. Probably won't post tomorrow unless I get back early. May be a long day, but thats ok. Time with my boy and my Mom. I can't wait.

1 comment:

Matt said...

Good thoughts.