No, I'm not sick - physically anyway.
The roomies brother got into town last night. Good to see him, its been a couple years. He is friendly and gives hugs - unlike his brother.
We picked him up at the airport and went out to dinner. Was nice, sat and talked. They both went out and left me sitting alone at the table so they could have a smoke.
And - when we got back to the house they both lit up - repeatedly....all night...
It was rough on me. I've only been smoke free for 4-1/2 months. I wanted one so bad yet was repulsed by the smell.
The roomie had been going outside the last few months to smoke - but now since the weather has turned colder he has started smoking inside again.
arrghhhh....
The roomies brother will be here til Saturday. I hope my lungs can handle it and I hope I can keep up my strength and not join them.
Especially on Thanksgiving. Their mother smokes too.
Maybe I'll sit outside and eat turkey....
1 comment:
Hi - just browsing, saw you're a fellow ex-smoker and thought I'd offer a big WELL DONE. God, it was miserable there for a while! I gave up twice only to succumb after a year each time. Beware the year mark! You let down your guard, think you can have one once in a while without taking it back up again ... and it all goes down the toilet. But I've been smoke free for 3 years now and have no intention of going back to the lung blackeners, so hang in there. It gets easier.
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